Friday, April 22, 2011

Stubborn Feeling!

You know that the time when you decide to sit in front of the system and stubbornly enough you decide you are not going to move until you post something ( being constructive isn’t the criteria) …. LOL. And then you thaw before the computer; staring at the screen for minutes (which by the way seem like endless hours), a glance @ the system time and then you re-iterate you’re thought --“no, not until you write something” .Well.. A warning! You are about to be subjected to explicit torture (nothing different, a similar one as you are put thru when reading my blog).

So, the thought “Me, staring @ the screen ...LOL”; then I decide I am going to write about the thought which passes my mind … that should be enough to fill a page... Ok so the thot.. Creative writing.. LOL. Ok.. I have been writing/ compiling(a professional term) emails for a friend of mine about his everyday boring work emails - updates to his manager about the application, reporting bugs, (nothing confidential but I cannot understand a wee bit of it). Then one day he tells me to write content for his website (new business). Finally some pro work at hand… Believe me... I am bored writing about the soldering de-soldering rework machines; the Uh…Oh- PID Controllers, the product catalog. And all the documentation, quotation, emails, diplomacy, writing resumes (it’s actually bad bragging about work …but world is such a materialistic place... And believe me “I” tell them YOU HAVE TO SELL YOURSELF WELL”...LOL) and really longing to do something close to my heart... Ok now “close to heart” has nothing to do with the friend’s work but a welcomed change.

It all comes down to the sentence he wrote -
XXX: like -- terms and conditions.. about us.. how it work? like that pages
XXX: no no i will give me that content..
XXX: u just have to beauty that content
XXX: in profession way

“You beauty the content” - Isn’t it LOVEEEEELY …. LOL
Hell Ya! Beauty the content... LOL …creative and Me… Grammatically correct... Just cribbing...

Can I get up now? I have scribbled enough for a day … And then the inner voice; yeah… I just got it back a few days ago. Wondering where it had been all this while.

Whatever! It says be happy at least I am back now.But what about things that happened in its absence,when it was on its so called vacation … and its not me scribbling --- its talking out loud --V.A.C.A.T.I.O.N. I got married in that vacation for god’s sake. Inner Voice: and of course I missed it.

It was like I never existed; and I didn’t f%$#@*& have a choice to say I liked or disliked the things happening around… It was bad. I could not talk to friends; all the hell - the inner voice. Before Kalpi starts thinking I am losing my mind ... I better end it...LOL

So that’s the thought for the day. And end of your torture too. Sure come back for more... LOL.

1 comment:

Crescentia Kalpana David said...

u changed the template :) nice. i liked the earlier one too but happy tht is activity going on here.