Stubborn Feeling!

You know that the time when you decide to sit in front of the system and stubbornly enough you decide you are not going to move until you post something ( being constructive isn’t the criteria) …. LOL. And then you thaw before the computer; staring at the screen for minutes (which by the way seem like endless hours), a glance @ the system time and then you re-iterate you’re thought --“no, not until you write something” .Well.. A warning! You are about to be subjected to explicit torture (nothing different, a similar one as you are put thru when reading my blog).

So, the thought “Me, staring @ the screen ...LOL”; then I decide I am going to write about the thought which passes my mind … that should be enough to fill a page... Ok so the thot.. Creative writing.. LOL. Ok.. I have been writing/ compiling(a professional term) emails for a friend of mine about his everyday boring work emails - updates to his manager about the application, reporting bugs, (nothing confidential but I cannot understand a wee bit of it). Then one day he tells me to write content for his website (new business). Finally some pro work at hand… Believe me... I am bored writing about the soldering de-soldering rework machines; the Uh…Oh- PID Controllers, the product catalog. And all the documentation, quotation, emails, diplomacy, writing resumes (it’s actually bad bragging about work …but world is such a materialistic place... And believe me “I” tell them YOU HAVE TO SELL YOURSELF WELL”...LOL) and really longing to do something close to my heart... Ok now “close to heart” has nothing to do with the friend’s work but a welcomed change.

It all comes down to the sentence he wrote -
XXX: like -- terms and conditions.. about us.. how it work? like that pages
XXX: no no i will give me that content..
XXX: u just have to beauty that content
XXX: in profession way

“You beauty the content” - Isn’t it LOVEEEEELY …. LOL
Hell Ya! Beauty the content... LOL …creative and Me… Grammatically correct... Just cribbing...

Can I get up now? I have scribbled enough for a day … And then the inner voice; yeah… I just got it back a few days ago. Wondering where it had been all this while.

Whatever! It says be happy at least I am back now.But what about things that happened in its absence,when it was on its so called vacation … and its not me scribbling --- its talking out loud --V.A.C.A.T.I.O.N. I got married in that vacation for god’s sake. Inner Voice: and of course I missed it.

It was like I never existed; and I didn’t f%$#@*& have a choice to say I liked or disliked the things happening around… It was bad. I could not talk to friends; all the hell - the inner voice. Before Kalpi starts thinking I am losing my mind ... I better end it...LOL

So that’s the thought for the day. And end of your torture too. Sure come back for more... LOL.

A FEW NOTHINGS!

You know the feeling …. u suddenly feel like writing .. I mean a lauoooooooot writing... thts happening to me... and then I think... Ahem! (I can think again now...LOL) wot do I write about... then all goes blank.

A fren pinging on gtalk… I got to know his first name today after 2 years or so I guess…LOL.. Been watching videos on YouTube... A lot… feels nostalgic...

Actually food for thought – What is future. I mean really really asking… why do we talk about about future… The other day a fren of mine 30 something was saving for her future, are we not living in the future? Before u start lecturing me on the tenses… I mean I truly are we not living it?

And I said future… and wots the present then... Hey don’t take me wrong.. I have bored people to the limit talking about future plans , my hubby is new to the list… LOL... A patient god man I must say... LOL

We save up for a house, kids... but wot if we need the money for kids like now… it’s the future. Does life really end after 40…? I mean thinking of it.. I don’t think I can go clubbing or trekking …. I might be too tired... but that is wot I like to do… not being tired but the former.

Ok I agree... I am the confused lot... Renegotiating their views about life … thinking about the nothings… AGAIN A LOT! Worrying about your nosy neighbors and Uh! U r so better without them... But guess everybody (if not U; I specifically mean individuals with brains) go thru this phase. It will pass thru.. LOL.