Me !!!

I know its been a long long time. I have been longing to write into this for all the past & lost years. I had an exam today, and I realized I want to write so much, I was wriitng about management skills.. boring huh... But I wanted to write the business blabber and crossed the word limit.

Now here I am typing after so so long... Missed it so much.

Most of the philosophy; guess you had to be at a satisfied and enriched level to actually put your thoughts into writing. I am happy again... atleast for now. :)

THE ME - A PEEK!

"Well to start out... a simple Hi! . And yes as most people do I hate this part writing about oneself.

There’s so much yet so little to know about a person. What I feel people look in this section is wot others feel about them. So, I really don’t know what. But as ever I keep hoping that it is something good.

There is no correlation between my academics and the kind of work I am associated with. My options are so vast and varied that I dare not to pick, lest I lose them all; and yes this is THE THING that keeps me on my toes. I am aware people beg to differ in their opinions, but I think everything will accrue into one at some point. And I strongly believe one has to divulge in the various subjects/branches of life to stay put and grow in this competitive world. I believe in being the best support, The one who knows to be firm, rigid and encouraging in the needed times than being the leader himself. Not everybody can lead and I am one of him or her.


As for me, I find myself someone too busy to keep people around me happy. Like to help Mom in the kitchen, nudge Papa to take a vacation, help sis to pick the best outfit, spy on my bro ;), go shopping with friends and cook the best for friends & family.


We are a family of six - Papa, Mom, Me, Sis, Bro and a cute doggie – Teddy.
Papa owns a small firm . Mom is the best homemaker I pledge to ever know. Younger Sis is married and working for Dell as Analytics Specialist, Bro is a professional Cricketeer, currently playing for Ranji Tournament.


The man I am looking for is someone strong but still has his childish ways, someone understanding, who can GUESS when something is not right. I am looking for someone who can reciprocate the emotional feelings attached with the bond. As few people simply call it FREIND, but I want someone who can be more than a friend, to be spoken to without the fear of being judged, someone never to be bored of my blabbering and the nothings. One who does not call marriage An Adjustment or A Complication but Everything to do find the other happy. A fairytale setting haan… well that’s what I am looking for. Well if its not wot you are looking for; I wish u have all the luck ........"

Stubborn Feeling!

You know that the time when you decide to sit in front of the system and stubbornly enough you decide you are not going to move until you post something ( being constructive isn’t the criteria) …. LOL. And then you thaw before the computer; staring at the screen for minutes (which by the way seem like endless hours), a glance @ the system time and then you re-iterate you’re thought --“no, not until you write something” .Well.. A warning! You are about to be subjected to explicit torture (nothing different, a similar one as you are put thru when reading my blog).

So, the thought “Me, staring @ the screen ...LOL”; then I decide I am going to write about the thought which passes my mind … that should be enough to fill a page... Ok so the thot.. Creative writing.. LOL. Ok.. I have been writing/ compiling(a professional term) emails for a friend of mine about his everyday boring work emails - updates to his manager about the application, reporting bugs, (nothing confidential but I cannot understand a wee bit of it). Then one day he tells me to write content for his website (new business). Finally some pro work at hand… Believe me... I am bored writing about the soldering de-soldering rework machines; the Uh…Oh- PID Controllers, the product catalog. And all the documentation, quotation, emails, diplomacy, writing resumes (it’s actually bad bragging about work …but world is such a materialistic place... And believe me “I” tell them YOU HAVE TO SELL YOURSELF WELL”...LOL) and really longing to do something close to my heart... Ok now “close to heart” has nothing to do with the friend’s work but a welcomed change.

It all comes down to the sentence he wrote -
XXX: like -- terms and conditions.. about us.. how it work? like that pages
XXX: no no i will give me that content..
XXX: u just have to beauty that content
XXX: in profession way

“You beauty the content” - Isn’t it LOVEEEEELY …. LOL
Hell Ya! Beauty the content... LOL …creative and Me… Grammatically correct... Just cribbing...

Can I get up now? I have scribbled enough for a day … And then the inner voice; yeah… I just got it back a few days ago. Wondering where it had been all this while.

Whatever! It says be happy at least I am back now.But what about things that happened in its absence,when it was on its so called vacation … and its not me scribbling --- its talking out loud --V.A.C.A.T.I.O.N. I got married in that vacation for god’s sake. Inner Voice: and of course I missed it.

It was like I never existed; and I didn’t f%$#@*& have a choice to say I liked or disliked the things happening around… It was bad. I could not talk to friends; all the hell - the inner voice. Before Kalpi starts thinking I am losing my mind ... I better end it...LOL

So that’s the thought for the day. And end of your torture too. Sure come back for more... LOL.